Fantasy and Reality

Yes...

I admit that..I always stand in my fantasy life, I will never catch what I called happiness.
I live in fantasy when everything seems real, waiting for someone that never stay with me.
The reality part of my life seems hard,people look at me in different way.
I admit that I miss that person, really miss that person, even wish to see that person.
Every words of that person told me, I still remember..every words I keep it in my mind..still in mind.
Never thought the fantasy of happiness seeing that person turn into gloomy..
I wish I lost my memory ...and I hope I can turn to be strong...even I hope I can see that person in smile.
Life change easily..happiness can turn into sadness...