The Empty Soul

Dear my little heart...


Are you still stay with me?


Here..I reveal my little secret.Hi I'm Soraya...This is my little diary..

I still think what will happen next. What will Allah show me, and teach me.Its a long journey called life.



"The Prophet (pbuh) said that the believer is a positive thinker and not a negative thinker. To further emphasize that quality, he quoted Allah as saying, “I am as my servant thinks of Me.” (Sahih Bukhari & Sahih Muslim)"


Thank you Allah..you don't give me your Istidraj. Because I know You always care about me. 

Young and beautiful

"Negativity breeds further negativity,a small dose of gratitude and prayer can assist in cultivating a positive outlook"

Fantasy and Reality

Yes...

I admit that..I always stand in my fantasy life, I will never catch what I called happiness.
I live in fantasy when everything seems real, waiting for someone that never stay with me.
The reality part of my life seems hard,people look at me in different way.
I admit that I miss that person, really miss that person, even wish to see that person.
Every words of that person told me, I still remember..every words I keep it in my mind..still in mind.
Never thought the fantasy of happiness seeing that person turn into gloomy..
I wish I lost my memory ...and I hope I can turn to be strong...even I hope I can see that person in smile.
Life change easily..happiness can turn into sadness...

A Dream To be True

Assalamualaikum and hi :)

I still wonder how far I will go with my big dream. Life is all about what we want. Untuk dapatkan satu impian yang besar, ada banyak pengorbanan yang perlu kita lakukan. Yes, I do. I start with zero, and I can say that my dream is about half complete. I do focus dalam melaksanakan impian. I learn to sketch everyday. My target is to complete at least 3 sketch a day. Thanks to my dear friends that support me a lot in what I do. I only have one mission. I want to give happiness to my parents, and hope that they do not worries bout me. Mungkin ini jalan Tuhan bagi, and aku kena banyak sabar. Yes, someone ada rendahkan aku, but I'm ok with that. I agree that, our real life start after we finish our study. some of my dear friends, already getting marry. Awkward sikit bila kawan kahwin dan ada anak. But bagi aku, kahwin bukan salah satu jalan kebahagian, dan aku hormat kawan-kawan aku yang kahwin awal, sebab mereka mampu galas tanggungjawab yang besar. Dan aku masih belum sedia, untuk itu.Malahan,aku harapkan I just meet a right guy at the right time. But I;m sure its not this time.

Now, I just focus my life sebagai anak. Membahagiakan parents yang selalu membahagiakan aku, menjadi contoh kepada adik dan abang-abang aku. I believe that Allah will always stay with me.

sketch.life and future

Assalamualaikum and hi.

Like usual I will share my stupid sketch.

I'm graduated at University Putra Malaysia (UPM) in bachelor science of studies, and yes fashion is my passion. I still remember, when I was in primary school, my teacher ask every student what they want to be in the future. Most of the student said that, they want to be a teacher, others want to be army, doctor and etc. But in my head, my brain on that time, I want to be a fashion designer. Unfortunately, I didn't said that. I told my teacher, I just want to be a teacher.

So, why I choose food studies? Hmmmm...because Allah lebih tahu....but one thing I'm sure, I never regret to choose food studies, because I met lot of good friends, and they still remain in my heart until today. jangan kita pernah sesali segala keputusan, because everything Tuhan dah rancangkan. kenapa takut dgn masa depan? Orang yang takut menghadapi hari esok, adalah org yang tidak pernah berusaha jadi lebih baik. Be positive. Dibawah ke kita hari ini, ataupun diatas ke kita hari ini, yg pasti Tuhan nampak kita. Tuhan tahu isi hati kita, niat kita. Jika arah kita baik,Tuhan akan bantu kita.Segala yg  berlaku ada hikmahnya.

Just to share. gud nite,and "beauty sleep". :)

 

Sketch of the day

Assalamualaikum and Hi..

My friend ask me to sketch at least 3 designs a day...but I guess I can make only 2 design, because lack of idea. So this is one of my design for today.

Have a nice day! 

An Inspiration to live

Hi! Assalamualaikum.

It just like I don't have any idea what to post. So I'm sharing a picture .Thank you coz visit my blog. Have a nice weekend!